The astute reader of this blog may notice an overall trend over the last few (like four or five) weeks. I am not doing well. My health is poor and my morale is terrible. The worst part of it is the whole chicken/egg thing... do I feel rotten because I'm down or am I down because I feel rotten. Most likely - I feel rotten, so I'm down, so I feel worse, so... yeah, the words vicious cycle pretty much sum it all up.
I'd like to say I'm turning the corner. I'd like to say, have recognized that I am part of the problem I can get out of my own way. I'd like to say that. Well... I'm trying. How about that... I'm trying. After several rotten weeks, I managed to at least be positive about yesterday. Not so much today... but actually, my energy level today isn't horrible. It isn't great but it isn't horrible.
I'm feeling well enough to feel really frustrated about not feeling OK. That's... positive-ish.
Hey, since I haven't shared it in a while... behold my famous chart. Yeah, with the exception of that little medication experiment, not great. But, you know, it's actually looking a little better last week. Not where I want it to be, but looking up.
Onward.
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