Yeah, still not really having fun.
I spent a chunk of this week wondering if working even half-time is really a good idea. The truth of the matter is, I haven't been. Rare is the day I can make it a full 4 hours at work, and the weeks over the past six months that have totaled a full 20 hours can probably be counted on one hand. Although, given how tired and down I am, I can't be said to be thinking clearly anyway.
Needless to say, the week didn't go that well. Though, looking at my numbers it was better than I thought it was. I did actually managed a full 4 hours at work for a couple days over the last two weeks (two week pay period, so I looked), despite feeling horrible.
Yesterday was actually a high point of the week. I felt good in the morning, but Juno's morning had been a little rocky (plans not working out the way she'd wanted kind of thing). So I asked what she wanted to do to feel better. She suggested we go to the library book sale together and I agreed.
It was actually nice to get out of the house. I got to see the new town library, which is pretty cool. I walked around a bit, with my cane. The book sale turned out to be as far from the library entrance as humanly possible while being on the same floor of the same building. So, it's fair to say I overdid it a little with the walking. Still, it was nice.
Onward.
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