Well, this isn't going well.
OK, so I am so bloody sick of being sick, I decided that I'm done. I decided that I was going to get better and go back to work next month, by pure force of will. That went about as well as you would expect. I bullied my way through Tuesday, crashed on Wednesday, burned on Thursday and by Friday accepted that I was a total idiot.
So, yeah, I can't make myself better by pure force of will.
The good news that almost got missed due to my stupidity is that I managed to take a shower and not feel worse for it. That may not sound like much, but it's actually huge progress. The simple things are actually becoming possible again.
I don't want to jinx anything but I might be getting better without needing to act like an idiot.
Fingers crossed
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