Hey, it's me...
So, I'm depressed.
I'm exhausted. I'm in pain. I feel alone, useless and isolated. I feel that I am unable to do any of the things I'd like to do and that I am a failure at the things I have done.
... and there is nothing I can do about it.
The world is going to hell. We live in a fascist dictatorship where our elected representatives would rather let millions starve than admit that they aren't all-powerful. Where they have corrupted the courts and the law to serve their egos. Where they use violent force against anyone who dares to opposes them and where the threat of force keeps people silent. Where I am afraid to even write these words.
... and there is nothing I can do about it.
I went to the doctor again this week, because my ear started bothering me on top of my jaw bothering me. Turns out it was nothing... but while I was there, I noticed a sign in the examination room. It basically said that, if you are there for a check up and talk about any new problems, the new hospital will charge you for two visits - the check up and a separate consultation about the new problem. They don't want people to talk to their doctors and get healthcare. They just want to bill you as much as possible.
... and there is nothing I can do about it.
So, yeah, I'm depressed.
... and the only thing I can do is keep putting on foot in front of another.
Onward
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