Well... that sucked.
Had a doctor's appointment on Tuesday, which was horrible.
First, my doctor got on my case because I've put on weight. OK, I'm overweight. I'm fat. I've got to own that. I can barely move, so exercise is a nonstarter. So, I gain weight. It sucks and I hate it, but if I don't eat, I'm on pain. Pain sucks and I hate it. Fine, I've slack about managing portions and my diet went to hell in a handbasket because of the whole "driving to Vermont" thing. I'll work on it.
Second, and far worse, my doctor is retiring. Even when she gets on my case about my weight, I love my doctor. She's nice. She's smart. She listens to me... and she was my hero when we had to deal with the disability insurance scumbags. Seriously, my lawyer was practically bouncing with excitement at her rebuttal letter to them. Now she's retiring and I need to find a new doctor. Worse, I'm being told I can't actually make an appointment to meet a new doctor because I've still got a follow up appointment with my doctor. What kind of bullshit is that?!
I hate this. I hate it. Hate it. Hate! It!
Then, as if that wasn't enough, I've felt horrible this whole week. I'm even more exhausted than my default exhausted. I can hardly get out of bed. I'm in pain and I'm miserable.
To make matters worse, I'm basically finished watching all the things I've been watching, and I can't decide what to watch next because my brain is totally fogged.
Yeah. This week sucked!
Oh well...
Onward
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