OK, this one went better.
I'm still not doing great. Still wearing out way more quickly than I did this summer... but this week has been... I don't know, steadier. If I'm crashing after 3 or 4 hours, at least it's been a consistent 3 or 4 hours, not 3 hours one day and 30 minutes the next. More, my head feels clearer than I has in weeks. I managed to get some minis painted. I managed to get some writing done on my Sims story. Even started playing a board game with Juno. All in all, I'm feeling pretty accomplished.
At the same time, I'm also feeling depressed and lonely. I've never been much of a social butterfly (ha! I've never been social, period) but find myself missing interacting with people. I actually miss my co-workers, miss being able to chat with people occasionally. It's getting me down.
Still, I'm trying to look at the bright stuff. I can get through this. One day at a time.
Onward.
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